its actually just a simple problem,
yet, it became a major one.
i dont take sides,
but i know whats right and whats wrong.


chinese was quite okay.
i did gong han instead of shi han.
although i did study for both.

after hearing what you have said,
i began to wonder,
was it a threat?
or was it just something you shouldnt have said.
either ways,
you shouldnt have threatened us,
that wouldnt have helped us in any way,
it will just do more harm than good,
trust me (:

friends are much more important than anything else.

i'm glad some people remembered what i've said.
thanks jessie for that sms ytd night!
i was feeling really really dull at that moment.
thanks! [: [: [:

had maths remedial after our chinese papers.
saw jessie looking a paper.
curious, went to have a look.

guess what?
the paper contains information about our E. maths results.
sometimes i wonder,
how on earth do mdm chang mark our paper so quickly?
its like, one day,
*poof*
finished marking.

i passed my paper 1,
failed paper 2 by 1 mark.
overall, i did pass.
but, i dont really expect this kinda result.
i dont wish to speak my grade out,
but i did pass.

next obstacle,
physics, A. maths & chemistry.
its so stupid.
i suck at both 3 subjects,
i suck at physics and A. maths,
and the best thing is,
both paper falls on the same day, monday.
wth?


I'M SERIOUSLY VERY VERY FUCKED UP,
OH WAIT,
WHO'S FUCKING MOUTH IS THIS?
YES, I GUESS YOU KNOW THE ANSWER,
MINE! ITS MY BLOODY MOUTH,
SO WHY BOTHER?
I'M TALKING TO MR KERK,
WAIT, ARE YOU A MAN NOW?
IS YOUR SURNAME CALLED KERK?
NO RIGHT? SO SHUT THE FUCK UP LAH.
ITS MY BLOODY OWN PROBLEM,
I SAY WHATEVER I WANT TO SAY,
AND THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP MY BLOODY MOUTH FROM SPOUTING NONSENSE.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO KEEP ADDING FUEL TO MY PROBLEMS,
STOP MESSING THINGS UP FOR ME.
I'M ALREADY VERY PISSED WITH MY OWN PROBLEMS,
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
YOU THINK THAT I DONT HAVE MY OWN PERSONAL PROBLEMS?
AND STOP CRYING FOR GOD'S SAKE.
YOU PASSED YOUR E. MATHS FOR FUCKING GOD SAKE,
WHY CRY?
SYMPATHY? ATTENTION SEEKING?
OH WHAT THE HELL.
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO LEFT PUIFUN ALONE,
LEFT ALL YOUR FRIENDS FOR SOME FUCKING BOYS,
IF YOU LIKE GUYS SOOO MUCH,
WHY DONT YOU BRING THEM HOME?
OR JUST CHANGE YOUR GENDER.

oh fuck,
getting so mad for no reason.

i cannot stand people.
i cannot stand anyone.
i cannot stand people who cry,

but i do LOVE people who laughs with me (: